They come in waves, I was able to calm myself down on the first wave. And then the second wave started, slowly but surely, opening the space for more intensity, more noise, more vibration beating my chest like a hammer, … this increasing drum… until I don’t feel my rythm anymore, until my own pace is buried under a rattle and hum so strong it doesn’t feel mine, until my body is taken entirely by the power of these waves that electrify my skin, weaken my knees and go to my ears…
The drum goes to my head, dissolving at an amazing speed any part of me remaining there, maliciously substituting me with images of doom, pain and fear that take over my soul.
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